you wouldnt even understand if i told you.

I am so happy to be happy. It’s so good to know that I have found some one I really like before summer comes. I don’t have to be scared to be alone, and to have to think about all the things I was doing last summer. I hope this is just as good as last summer if not better. You are such a gentle man, and I know I’m going to fall for you pretty hard…

I already have quite a lot.